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wow life. What more can I say? Its near the end of a bad year and of course it will get worse. Always does for me. Im scared of whats coming up but Im holding high expectations for next year. Im hoping I'll meet someone who will sweep me off of my feet and take me away from this hellhole and end my heartbreak. Or I'll see something new in someone I already know and get involved with that. Or my break will end and kyle turns around. I know Im getting sick and tired of being jealous. When he caves from it I wonder if we'll get closer or he'll push me away....I really dont want to go through anymore hell with my heart anytime soon. Im doing what I can to keep it from falling to pieces.

I love you all!

Ive been working a lot. My promotion in awesome. Its not as much work as everyone else said it would be...its really easy. Last night I was with my old group from middle school and high school. We attempted to go sledding....we had 1 sled in my garage, the door was frozen shut n we couldnt get it so that sucked. We just drove around then went home. Ive been hanging around with Kyle a lot. It was really fun til he started stressing about hmwk. Now we fight...I try not to say anything wrong so I keep quiet he thinks somethings wrongs and we fight about that...gah stress puts everyone in a bad mood. Winter break will be good....I hope no stress for anyone who goes to school and David is coming home, yay! um....thats all I have to say for now....
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I havnt written in here for a while so much going on. I also have an account on my space. Sweetheartsweet16. My promotion at work starts in 2 days (along with my raise) yay! Happy Times. Nothing new is going on....just going to movies, playing video games, and sleeping...I want something exciting to happen...

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place an "x" in all that applies to you

You are
[ ] short, under 5'2
[x] 5'2 -5'6"
[ ] 5'7" - 6'1
[ ] tall 6'2 and up

[ ] blonde
[ ] redhead
[ ] brunette
[x] dirty blonde/brownish
[ ] dark brown
[ ] black

[x] blue-eyed
[ ] brown-eyed
[ ] green-eyed
[ ] hazel eyed
[ ] gold/gray-eyed
[ ] silver/gray- eyed
[ ] blue/green-eyed
[ ] blue/gray-eyed
[ ] they change colors

[x] glasses
[ ]for reading
[ ] contacts
[ ] neither

[ ] short hair
[ ] medium
[x] long hair

Your favorite color(s) are?
[ ] red
[ ] khaki
[ ] pink
[ ] hot pink
[ ] yellow
[x] black
[ ] green
[ ] lime green
[x] blue
[ ] white
[x] turquoise
[x] silver
[ ] purple
[ ] brown
[ ] orange
[ ] grey
[ ] maroon
[ ] gold
[ ] clear
[ ] don't really fucking care

Some things you've done?
[x] ice skating
[x] hiking
[x] kayaking
[ ] rafting
[x] water skiing
[x] camping
[x] horseback riding
[ ] surfing and skim-wake boarding
[ ] snowboarding
[x] skiing
[x] skateboarding
[x] cheerleading (When I was in elementary school)
[ ] lacrosse
[x] street hockey
[x] gymnastics
[ ] martial arts
[ ] bmx
[ ] baton twirling

Your personality is sometimes...
[x] talkative
[x] shy
[x] funny
[x] serious
[x] laid back
[x] bitchy
[x] strict
[x] hyper
[x] weird
[x] ditzy
[x] sarcastic
[x] slow

you cant stand listening to?
[ ] pop
[x] country
[x] christian
[x] classical
[ ] techno
[ ] oldies
[x] opera
[ ] reggae
[ ] emo
[ ] 80's
[ ] disco
[ ] rap
[x] Gansta

The pets you have had?
[x] cat
[x] dog
[x] lizard
[ ] rat
[ ] ferret
[ ] bunny
[x] fish
[ ] duck
[ ] horse
[ ] bird
[ ] frog
[ ] hermit crab
[ ] prarie dog
[ ] none
[ ] turtle
[x] hamster
[ ] snake
[ ] gerbil
[x] guinea pig
[ ] pig
[ ] goat
[ ] chinchila
[ ] tarantula
[ ] geese
[ ] cows

Clothing Brands you like?
[ ] Delia's
[x] American Eagle
[ ] Hollister
[ ]The Buckle
[x] Abercrombie & Fitch
[x] Target
[ ] Wal-mart
[ ] Wet Seal
[ ] O'neil
[x] PacSun
[x] Aeropostale
[ ] Dickies
[ ] Quicksilver/ Roxy
[ ] Anchor Blue
[x] Guess
[x] Lucky
[ ] Champs
[ ] Salvation army/goodwill,
[x] if i like it i'll wear it
[x] old navy
[ ] only name brand (98% of the time)
[ ] dont give a fuck
[ ] tripp
Shoe Brands?
[ ] Nike
[x] Adidas
[ ] reebok
[ ] Etnies
[ ] Converse
[ ] K Swiss
[ ] Steve Madden
[x] vans
[x] if i like something ill buy it no matter what brand
[ ] new balance
[ ] LEI
[x] Payless
[x] Sketchers
[x] Puma

States I have been to.
[ ] Alabama
[ ] Alaska
[ ] Arizona
[ ]Arkansas
[x] California
[x] Colorado
[ ] Connecticut
[ ] Delaware
[ ] Florida
[ ] Georgia
[ ] Hawaii
[ ] Idaho
[x] Illinois
[ ] Indiana
[x] Iowa
[ ] Kansas
[ ] Kentucky
[ ] Louisiana
[ ] Maine
[ ] Maryland
[ ] Massachusetts
[ ] Michigan
[x] Minnesota
[x] Mississippi
[ ] Missouri
[ ] Montana
[x] Nebraska
[ ] Nevada
[ ] New Hampshire
[ ] New Jersey
[ ] New Mexico
[ ] New York
[ ] North Carolina
[ ] North Dakota
[ ] Ohio
[ ] Oklahoma
[ ] Oregon
[ ] Pennsylvania
[ ] Rhode Island
[ ] South Carolina
[x] South Dakota
[x] Tennessee
[x] Texas
[ ] Utah
[ ] Vermont
[ ] Virginia
[ ] Washington
[ ] Wahington D.C.
[ ] West Virginia
[ ] Wisconsin
[ ] Wyoming

your confessions:
[x] I'm afraid of the quiet
[x] I am really ticklish
[x] I'm afraid of the dark sometimes
[x] I've collected comic books
[x] I shut others out when I'm sad
[x] I open up to others easily
[x] I read the news
[x] I love Disney movies
[x] I am a sucker for eyes
[x] I don't kill bugs
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[x] I bake well
[x] I have worn pajamas to class
[ ] I love Martha Stewart
[ ] I LOVE someone
[ ] am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS
[x]..yes sir I am self-conscious
[x] I love to laugh.
[ ] I drink alcohol on a regular basis
[x] I have tried a cigarette
[x] I can't swallow pills
[x] I bite my nails
[ ] i want your mom
[x] I play computer games when I'm bored
[x] Gotten lost in the city
[x] Gone out in public in your pajamas
[ ] Made out in an elevator
[ ] Been skydiving
[ ] Been bungee jumping
[x] Bitten someone
[x] Dressed up like a guy
[ ] egged a house/car
[ ] Crashed into a car
[ ] Been fired
[x] Been skinny dipping

Have you ever...
[x] stolen a sign
[x] danced in the rain
[ ] Seen a shooting star
[ ] proposed to anyone
[x] Gotten stitches
[x] Eaten Sushi
[x] Gotten the chicken pox
[ ] Ridden in a taxi
[ ] went on a cruise ship
[ ] Driven over 400 miles in one day
[ ] Been on a Plane by yourself (without parents)
[x] had surgery
[ ] seen a movie more than 3 times in the theater
[x] been on stage
[ ] peed somewhere other than a toilet
[ ] gotten a black eye
[x] memorized all the dialogue in a movie
[ ] watched an entire baseball game on tv

Do you like...
[ ] old movies
[ ] musicals
[x] blasting music in your car
[x] foreign foods
[ ] anime
[x] christmas time
[x] donuts
[x] animals
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no one writes in here anymore! Everyone is to caught up with their lives at school and such. Life outside of highschool is soooooooooooo awesome. Hardly any drama and you only see the people you want to see. You arent stuck with people you hate or that annoy you everyday. My promotion starts in...3 weeks and I've been getting trained everyday. Wensday I have my first meeting. I will be the youngest there. Everyone else with my job is an old lady. It will be strange but hey atleast I get 40 for going to it. Lately I've been feeling depressed. I got over the pain of kyle a lot faster than I did the pain of Tyler yet my girlfriends bitched at me bc my feelings were hurt bc of a boy. Thanks for being sensitive! They just started bringing it up. Why can't my friends care that I hurt? They just are like get over it. I guess I have to deal with it until they know what its like to put all they have into a relationship and get heartbroken. Theyve never been dumped theyve all been the dumpies which is what I was used to. My best friend that moved to Florida 2 years ago is hopefully coming to finall VISIT ME!!! I miss her so much and well....I hope that we move into an apartment together which is what we've been planning since we were little girls. I will try to talk her into it when she comes up here.



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1) pierce your nose or tongue? tounge
2) be serious or be funny?: funny
3) drink whole or skim milk? skim
4) simple or complicated? complicated...hehe
5) flowers or angels?: flowers
6) sunrise or sunset?: sunrise
7) M&Ms or Skittles?: skittles
8) rap or rock?: Rock
9) staying up late or waking up early? I'm a night person
10) TV or radio? TV
11) eating apples or oranges? Apples
15) Do you have a crush?: more than just a crush
16) Who is it?: my close friends know
17) being hot or cold?: cold
18) tall or short people?: tall people!
19) sun or moon?: Moon
20) emeralds or rubies?: emeralds
21) left or right? left
22) having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend? why can't I have both?
23) sun or rain?: Rain
24) vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?: chocolate
25) What is your biggest fear in the world?: needles and fire
26) Kids or no kids?: kids but not very many
27) Cat or dog?: cats
28) Half empty or half full?: half full
29) Mustard or ketchup?: ketchup
30) Hard cover books or soft cover books?: soft
31) newspaper or magazine?: magazine
32) Sandals or tennis shoes?: sandals
33) Wonder or amazement: amazement
35) Happy and poor or sad and rich? Happy and poor
36) Singing or dancing?: BOTH
37) Hugging or kissing?: BOTH
38) Happy or sad?: Happy
39) Blondes or brunettes?: Blondes
Nicknames: gurple nurple
Birth Date and place: 8/6/86 Des Moines
Eye color? blue
hair color? blonde
Where do you want to live?: Here
How many kids do you want?: 2 a boy and a girl
Do you want to get married?: yes
2 doors or 4 (on a car)?: Four
Coffee or ice cream?: Both
Shampoo or conditioner?: Both
Bridges or tunnels? Bridges
One pillow or two?: two!
Salad dressing? italian or ranch
Color of socks? white
Non-alcoholic drink?: lemonade
Wearing: black jeans, blue and black shirt, kirra hoodie
Current Hair: Bun
Current Favorite show(s): Gilmore girls
Current Book: Gone with the Nerd
Current Refreshment: Strawberry Kiwi Gatorade
Current time: 5:24

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1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I weird?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Would you ever date me?
21. would you ever kiss me?
22. If you could take back anything that has ever happened between you and me what would it be?
23. Do you think I'm an animal in the sack?

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Tonight is the Fall Fest with Deb, Maddie, Olivia, Kyle, Jessica, Molly, Cory, Jake, and Trey. Probably more w/ppl that we run into. I TALKED TO TREY FINALLY!! HIS BABY BOY WAS BORN ON THE 1st! MY NEPHEW IS BORN!!! YAY! I was so excited when I finally talked to him again, I miss my older brother.

Tomarrow night is the concert...GREEN DAY & Jimmy Eat World. Kyle is gonna try to get off early so we can make it in time bc he still has to go home and eat dinner.
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